Last night's event really brings things into perspective.

My dilemmas have been deciding what to eat for breakfast, and dealing with the fact that my TiVo has filled up, whereas other people now have to worry about waiting for the results of a police investigation, arranging a funeral, and dealing with not having an important person in their life around for the rest of their lives.

I have been thinking about joining the Police, I would like to be a computer forensic expert. Maybe I should do something more than just think about it.

This event has made me realise, you have to live life to it's full extent, while there was a tragic accident, the guy was doing something he enjoyed.

I am a big believer in fate, but I'm beginning to question that. I have been testing fate recently, sitting back and doing nothing until fate does something for me. Maybe there is no fate, I find it hard to believe it was this guys fate to die in a plane crash. I don't know what I think. Maybe in some horrid twist of fate he died in order for me to have something to do, I have to go back and sort things out with the business.

I don't know what I am thinking, that's a horrible thing to think. I'm all messed up, I think I need a strong drink.